a member

back when i was 14 a friend showed me an app to talk to strangers, there i met a lot of weird grown man but i still think about one of them i was very lonely, an ugly, unfunny girl and i just wanted some masculine affection at the start i never took things seriously, but one of these guys was so fucking sexual towards me and i realized i wanted more of that, after him i talked to a chinese guy 10 years older, he made me do some dirty stuff bruh but was never really romantic, my friend found out about what i was doing and scolded me, i stopped talking to him but i searched for someone similar like him, then i met him; not good looking, not so funny, really smart the only thing i liked about him was that he used to tell me i was gorgeous, i really wanted compliments but as time passed we kept talking and he started telling me he was in love with me and shit and i fell for it, we talked for a few months, then we got into a fight, he told me i was inmature and stupid and i should know how to control my emotions he stopped talking to me but i kept begging and apologizing for the next month until he told me he got a new girlfriend i reached the limit sorry lol but theres a lot more