Grrrr

Im so tired of being ill lowkey. Like why am i always unable to do anything. And im like... applying for jobs but i dont even think ill be able to go half the time cause i can't even go to school daily. Like why am i in pain all the time. And getting treatment isn't even an option because im not diagnosed. Dudeeeee.... this is so horrible. And i don't even have anyone that can reason with me and make me enjoy life #singleorsomething ugh. No positives in life rn. My therapist isn't even that good either. Ughhhhhhh.