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hi everyone! this is your sign not to get into relationships at a young age preferrably ages 14 and below (unless ur sure ur ready for dating) here is my story (a long one so get ready): im a girl, i met him in school and I was 11 that time and i loved him so much!! i honestly had the biggest crush on him that time i was looking for the love of my life at that age, and I really wanted an m.u. (a term often used in dating to describe a relationship that is romantic but lacks an official label or commitment) 3 months later, I found out he also had a crush on me and we became m.u!! I was really happy although I was faced with many problems first of all coming to school felt like WARZONE. people kept shipping me with him because he told all his friends, eventually every single one found out about us it wasnt a good thing for me at all since i geniunely wanted peace and quiet 2nd, I hated the fact people kept picturing us without permission I was very insecure about my looks, still am but not that much as before and I kept telling everyone to delete the photos no one listened, like at all I was really sad about it nothing felt comfortable about going to school anymore💔 3rd, I had friends who also liked him/had a crush on him I was scared because they were prettier, and didnt like it when people envy me one got to the point where she posted a confession to him in an school anonymous wall confession "I know you like (my name), and I understand because feelings aren't really controllable." she stated that she just wanted to let her feelings out I get that you want to let your feelings out but what about my feelings? there was another one who even told me in chat that she had feelings for him too cant you just hide it why bother telling me do you guys not care about MY own feelings at all where my mu is getting crushed on and all of you telling me that like im okay with it? I'm not jealous, im just sad I have a lot of my own insecurities The fact they are way prettier than me was actual gut wrenching knowing I could just get replaced and they were nicer too I dont even know at this point like why would you confess in the anonymous wall confession? theres no need??? havent you thought about the fact I saw it too? havent you thought about MY feelings? I cried so much that time also heres additional a friend of my mu chatted me and he said if i was really dating him I replied yes and he said "he couldve picked someone better honestly" and thats when I knew I wasnt good enough for anyone😂✌ i didnt know what he meant i think he meant i was too ugly and he was too good for me🫩 the next part is where everyone made it a big deal whenever someone accidentally hit me even in the slightest especially if its my mu's friends my mu's other friends would scream smth like "OOO IM CALLING (my mu's name)!!!" "YOU HIT (my mu's name) GF!!" and call my mu and IT WASNT EVEN THAT BIG OF A DEAL it wouldve IF the hit ACTUALLY hurted?? or I said "ow"? and next I hate the fact people would force me to be with him all the time idk my friends bought a ride ticket for me and him without permission cause apparently he wanted to go on a ride with me I DIDNT WANNA THOUGH? i didnt give ANY of you consent that week my school held an event where they built rides i was supposed to have fun but i didnt most of the time cause of this specific reason💔 im always uncomfortable with things people will just assume im " shy" cause i dont wanna talk to him or do something with him maybe its cause im uncomfortable?? i can talk to anyone unless im uncomfortable and also if his friends find any of my social media even if its an acc where i dont want to friend him they tell him IMMEDIATELY I dont want him to find my acc?? im just uncomfortable can anyone respect that and when we first tried to hold hands and hug PEOPLE WILL PICTURE US WITHOUT MY CONSENT OR WHATSOEVER then after i tell them to "delete it plss" and theyll be like "noo!! why would i delete it its u and ur bf😂😂" why would u delete it? cause I never gave you consent to picture me🫩 Its so annoying i shouldve seen all this coming tbh😭✌ these are just warnings if u wanna get a relationship at a young age school is full of immature people so just see all these stuff coming ofc it depends on which school u are in, if ur school is blessed with angels then go have a relationship if u want🥹 but mine isnt soo tbh i shouldve just stayed aroace ok bye guys!! thanks for reading my story!!! feel free to comment stuff or like my story!! 🥹💗