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Someone I met on roblox a year ago. Yeah, that may be kind of stupid, but they mean a lot to me even after unfriending me out of no where. The rest is just a bunch of yap of why and what happened For months we were attached to each other and played games together constantly. It was a really sweet platonic friendship, even when we would tease each other and flirt sometimes. Me and this person (dont wanna say names, or use pronouns much because their pronouns change a lot, if i start to use they/them it's just because im using "this person" too much) ended up creating a group of people we would meet, one of them turned out to be horrible and was hateful towards me and my identity, and the person who I miss comforted me a lot. This person would be so understanding on how I felt, and wanted to make sure I was doing alright just as much as I did with them. Then came a newer member that this person became friends with. We all became a trio and created nicknames. y, was this person, o was the newer member, and i was gurt. Yogurt. It all came from how the newer member used to say yo gurt to me as a greeting. To say I don't miss being called gurt would be a lie, especially because now it resonates with me deeply. After a while, this person started, out of no where, spending less time to none at all with me. It wasn't like this person favored another, it was just me that they didn't play with anymore. Around Thanksgiving was when they finally unfriended me, nearing to the time Roblox made it mandatory to have age groups. I asked everybody that I was still in contact with in the group about why this person would do that so suddenly, saying that they just weren't comfortable talking about me anymore. Because we were just so close, and it didn't make sense for them to do this, I thought about what could have made this person leave me. My biggest theory was that they may have liked me romantically, and felt ashamed about it so they unfriended me and didn't want to explain to anyone as of why. Sometimes I like to look up their username and check up on how they're doing, even if it hurts to know that if I tried friending them again, they probably wont friend me back