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The person I was last year. Last year I was responsible, I knew when to stop if something was holding me back. Now, I'm just a mess, i know what's holding me back but I dont remove it. I tell myself that this will pass and soon I will be back to how I used to be, but what if it will never pass. I have an addiction, no not the one you think. I'm addicted to scrolling through social media, as they call it "Doom Scrolling". I hate myself, I know doom scrolling is bad for myself, but I just cant stop, once I click one app, it will become into a 2 hour session of doom scrolling. I miss my past self, bc back then I knew when to stop, now I can't hold myself back.