Am i delusional?

So umm this guy we've been best friends for 2 s.y (school years) and I linda get the butterflies but Im kinda too young , there's just little he does for me that he doesn't do to other people, like payinf for my food MY FAVORITE ONES too , like banana que , and mamgo shake he always bought that for me every lunch AND he HELD MY HAND ONCE , ONCE! ik but yk??