Romance I guess..

I've been experiencing stuff lately, I've been watching romance animes, mostly they're nice, but it seems like every anime I watch.. I get this feeling, like it leaves a bigger hole in my heart that was already there. Like sure I feel happy, but.. there's something inside me that.. just feels empty. Like it doesn't feel right, it needs to experience something like that I've never been in a relationship but I've been surrounded by women, being friends with girls, but I think it's just something that's.. related to romance. Im not really looking for romance, I believe I'm capable of being in a relationship, I'm not really picky when it comes to looks, but I just have alot on my plate and romance is technically a problem. And also not to mention I've been crying alot, like I've cried more times more than in an entire year, something related to romance. But the biggest problem I've had is especially school, not really related but schools been putting alot of pressure on me and I can usually dodge it through gaming, I also feel like gaming is the only thing that has helped me with basically anything tough..