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grew up thinking fighting was normal but now my body aches and my my tears are dry. It's been a while that I've seen actually worth it. I can't fall in love because I don't know what love feels like, I just feel numb.. and pushing I don't understand myself at all. theyre so pretty compared to me too, I barely have any friends since we keep fighting and I only stay close to myself. I feel like a ghost and it really feels bad, I tried loving someone but I just felt like the controlled doll that has nothing to do in my dollhouse. I wanted a perfect family, people don't hear me when I say "I'm stressing and the pressure is getting to me" everyone thinks I'm perfect, I'll hope no one looks behind the lies that everyone sees. I see things no one wants to see