Last part of the thoughts of depression or just bad decisions

I'm sorry for making a part 3 I didn't think I would do a whole poem to a person:] Well this is the last part of this and umm well I still haven't recovered fully from that experience You can roast me how much you want I know it was my fault but just have in mind that I'm 14 :l I still think sometimes about her and how we could have been a couple and that makes me more depressed Finally, I wanna talk about some things Fun fact: nobody has ever confessed me and one time I Did but it didn't turn out well Second, I still talk with Freddy about Britt sometimes and he tells me that I need to let it go but I just can't. The thought that I pushed somebody so important out of my life is unerasable Third, I still want to talk about more things that happened to me so expect more text like this in the future:] I want to thank you for reading my problems and tell me what can I do to be a better person. I will read everything Well that's all for the night, good morning,day, evening and night;)