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I love you, but I'm told scared to admit it... I think about you everytime I wake up, first thing on the morning and when I go to sleep at night. I miss you, I wish we would speak more, but I'm left here wondering if I'm even worth missing in your life. I'm putting all this energy into you, because I think you're worth it, even though I said the same thing in my last relationship.... You're different and I love how we talk and I wish I could fall asleep in your arms and I could wake up to your gorgeous face because I'm grateful for you even when we don't speak but please just reach out to me... I don't want to beg you, I'm waiting at your harbor, I will not beg... I am vulnerable to your opinion, I'm opening myself up.... I love you.... I hope you love me too