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I can admit it I really hate my life, I really hate myself I really just hate everyone, I've been revolving around fake personalitys of mine just to hide how disgusting and horrible person I am. My parents don't know what their daughter has been nor do they even check up no "are you okay?" Not even a sentence it's always either chores or that food is ready that's all They saw how horrible I look, how my mental state is falling apart Infront of them and yet they still don't understand me And to put more pressure on the top o have hypersexuality. It's disgusting for me I don't like it I tried to stop myself the farthest I've stopped is 4 days max. I can't stop myself and I feel disgusted about it The only person I could ever trust is my girlfriend she knows everything she knows how to comfort me and even stopped me from ending it all right there She showed me something that my parents and friends couldn't give or provide don't even get me started with my friends is either they ask for money or they need help for homework which always results to "oh I'll pay you to do my homework I have to do something balh blah" I genuinely hate it. I'm a human being to I have emotions that need help as well Im a lesbian I have depression, hypersexuality and a fucked up family.