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I don't want to type much but feel free to ask! Todays my best friends birthday, and i want to be with her today, but where she lives is a bit far, and my mom says it's dangerous. Probably i can go next week, but i feel guilty cause she has been in all of my birthdays, and she comes even when shes too bussy, in other words, she does almost anything to come visit me, so i feel terrible cause now i can't visit her on ver birthday. And aslo ik it sounds ridiculous , cause i mean, i'm 19, i am qn "adult" and i can take My own desitions, but yk how moms can be. I feel so bad for this:/