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I think I tried to have sex with my brother when I was a child. I don't remember exactly. But I was influenced by someone at the time. I don't know if it really happened, but I think so. I've never told anyone, and I don't have the courage to ask my brother about it... I feel a lot of shame and disgust to this day, and it eats me up inside because I'll never know if I really tried an incestuous relationship with my brother... *Please don't judge me. This is a big secret I've never had the courage to tell anyone. I know it's very disgusting. Believe me, I regret it every single day and feel dirty about what happened, but the worst part is not remembering if it happened or not. I've had many traumas in my life, and this impacted my childhood. I'm using a translator, by the way!*