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Okay this might be weird but I feel happy whenever my friends fought with their other friends, I'll be thinking things like "good then I hope you never reconcile so that I'll be your only friend" I never said this to anyone. Also, I get jealous(?) whenever they hangout with their friends that's not me (idk this is so stupid), I feel possessive over my friends, I don't feel like this to only one friend but all of my other friends too.