What do you all think..?

Ok so I'm afab but gender fluid kinda. But basically I wanna be treated like a dog/mutt.. I've recently realized this after a bit of doom scrolling on tiktok and seeing tiktoks with captions like 'this with an older partner who says I'm his good boy/girl, and makes decisions for me' but like I'm also all for rights like your body your choice, like I wanna be treated like that—one of my friends said that he thinks I'm like that bc of my childhood or sum but idek