just so upset

My sister was pregnant in her seventeens in our country she was legally allowed to have sex and keep the baby, to her view it may not have ruined her life, but it definitely ruined mine, my mom had to financially support her twice as much, I couldnt even continue my own school, had to change my school and to one worse where my mental disabilities were not met, THEN her kid grew older (my niece) my sister still cant fully support her, now i had to change schools again, I was then skipping school because my classmates repeatedly made sexual remarks toward me, she could no longer could affored my therapy and medications, I'll never blame her or her daughter but Im still upset, she clearly wasnt ready but my parents insisted we keep her and I feel like I couldn't my live my life because my niece had to live hers, it's just so fucking unfair, there's many more horrid things that happened that my parents couldn't tend to cuz they were busy supporting my sister, not my my brother is any better he cant find a job and its like my mom is the one working to find him now, totally jerk with anger issues but so do I, so I wouldnt blame him, lifes just sucks that all