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If you had a special something with a person, would you feel the same after figuring out you might be the side piece. Recently, after receiving quite news about the first person I've ever loved in my life who also reciprocated my love, to have issues. Even if we all face problems in our life doesn't mean you should have someone waiting on the side lines? Maybe the hint was during Christmas where we gave gifts to friends but the one she gave to a specific person was a massive shark plushie, I though it was casual but I must be the one whose wrong. It's not far from happening due to the fact they were classmates for two years and have been friends longer than I had. Despite this I hanged on the little hope they promised me yet I find myself umaasa sa tagilid waiting till they need me. Wlw