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I'm Not a good person Been avoiding my future choices. i've done my high school for few months now. every single day they ask for my choices for University and future plans. "Just choose the department u want" they say. Man I don't think I can hold on for 4year even if i choose the department I like, and it's going to replace by ai anyway. I don't want to choose what they want me to choose either, it's a very long long path and not what im good at. They gave me suggestions but i feel like they just want me to make choices faster. If i choose the wrong one, all the money and time will be wasted and everybody will look at me in a different way. Sorry I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE okay? It's annoying for myself too. i kept quiet and “zombie-mode” my days away, looking away everytime choices happen, I guess I'm waiting for a 'perfect answer' to pop up? Stupid, I don't know what im thinking. Few months already and I think they're annoyed too. We'll see what happens. Thanks for watching all of this complaining. 🫠 Also it's hard to post this haha