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I tell myself that his over her already and i shouldnt worry about her but every night, i search her socials and compare myself to her, bit by bit and peace by peace. How she looks so pretty, she looks good and skinny, how her hair looks, show she looks, how she brings her self. But honestly, why can i see the goods in others but not me? Well, their are times were he would say that i looked better with curly hair ( or wavy ) hair ( my hair is 1b ) and i cant stop thinking maybe his trying to find her in me. But ive talked to him about it and he said that wasnt his intentions, but he will always love me either way, if my hair was straight or wavy. But, even if i forgave him, the scar is still there. I cant help but compare myself, i cant even see my success and my talents and it has reached to a point that i have become too tired to try.