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I have a crush on this girl that is friend's with my sister... I haven't told her that because I'm afraid it would ruin our new found friendship... She's super touchy feely with me I'm talking about holding hands ( her grabbing my hand for 30+ minutes even when I remove mine she chills for 5 minutes then holds it again) everytime we meet up she's right there close to me and I try not to make stuff weird but I try be just as touchy like resting my chin on her shoulder blade (she's shorter than me)... I know I'm reading into it too much because she recently told me she met a guy and she thinking about dating him and blah blah blah... A part of me wants to just kiss and confess like they do in the movies but I can't... I just soak in the friendship I have with her that's not so bad ryt? I mean I do get to see her happy, being energetic and all stuff... On god she's the cutest thing ever especially when she talks about books ( I love books too but we differ in taste as in she likes books that I read once and hated/disliked heck Im the one keeping taps on her favs so I can let her know when it's coming out) bottom line is I have a crush and I'm screwed because I like her so much...