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I want to be a mother. However I am fairly young and got married young I'm 19 (just turned 19 recently) and got married when I was 18. I know especially in the US it's frowned upon nowadays to be a young married mother especially with all the stuff with like trad wives yknow. Like I get it's a lot and what not for someone but I want nothing more than to have a beautiful set of twins regardless of what trouble it gives me, yes I understand the consequences of those actions and what can happen and all the long terms of having children however i am financially stable and fairly happy. I am already working toward having a baby soon! I mostly just feel miserable with the fact that people see it so poorly when it's my choice to bring a child into my life. I just want to raise them happily and appreciate who they are. I want nothing more than to be a mom of my children :(.