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idk what my sexuality is.. ive never truly questioned it before 2020 but after knowing about lesbianism, ive called myself a lesbian but as of today, i call myself bi because i want to know the feeling of dating a guy but nothing sexual or anything, i just want to know how it feel like to date them, how ppl will perceive me and the feeling of having "a crush" but i know deep down i just wanna be with girls, i see my future with a girl and being sexually active with girls.. so idk if im bi or a lesbian. I sometimes find boys attractive but never enough to like actually want to date them, just admiration. help me please