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The thing is that stuff like "nice shirt loser" isn't actually a clever joke. I say "Thanks you too. We're both looking sharp today aren't we?" Because I actually do understand the joke. I'm not stupid. I won't say things at the expense of others who don't deserve to be mocked. I do mock people who deserve it but I don't target those who are different just because they may be an easy target. Social things are an illusion to me anyway. I'm mocked for my sincere care for others rather than what I wear. "Like covering for her is actually going to help." It helped her this time because her credit card wasn't working. I don't want a medal. I want her to be able to eat what she was trying to pay for. Yes I know it's awkward for everyone but I also know that sometimes. I don't feel bad for the lesser who try to look down their noses at me. I'm disgusted by them because their ignorance has made a world where it's acceptable to disregard others and then it's apparently laudable to mock others who actually help wether they care or not. Making something "ironic" doesn't make you clever. It makes you you a tool for a system that doesn't care about you either. You chose that even if you don't understand that the world we made is a world that tries to grind us all down in desperation. I openly reject the world of dishonor that others glorify. "I didn't mean-" yes you absolutely did mean it that way and I don't need to pretend like I respect empty and pointless cruelty. I am cruel and deeply disturbing myself. I use that cruelty to destroy the guilty though. I don't use my cruelty to harm those who are harmless.