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I don't really have much friends, and she's one of the people I care and cherish because she gets me and have been with me through the years. I've been dealing with some feelings that are on and off about her and I finally come to my senses that she's just a nice girl and very sweet...that she's probably like that to most of her friends... whether being a guy or a girl. I'm slowly pushing her away, I'm not ghosting her, but I'm restricting myself from sharing every waking thought I have with her, updates, my attention towards her... I told her off in a light hearted way because I don't want her to feel upset or confused why I've been so distant lately... But I don't think she'll miss me like how I'll miss having a close friend like her.