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I have a "best friend" since elementary school, my friend is actually kind and easy going. We're separated in different junior high school and now high school too, we rarely meet and chat. I was invited to my friend's birthday but I couldn't came because of something (I felt bad:/). And when we had dinner together in a cafe I felt awkward. Our conversations and topics were stiff. I don't know what to say, maybe me and my friend is not related anymore 😐😐