Life?

Well I don't know where to begin So first I'll say my dad has changed money and greed changed him he cheated more than 20 times on my mom, dates this crazy women (Tabitha Bailey) Shes the worst, she is literally 15 years older than my dad, and there's images of them you know kissing and I showed my mom the proof and yet they are not divorced Ive been pretty depressed lately Not in the mood for anything, listening to Billie Ellish, Olivia Rodrigo, juice wrld, post Malone, and Arctic monkeys I also listen to surf curse, and the neighborhood I love link in park! Ive been bullied quite a lot, and that made me very insecure, and I mean very I'm trying to lose weight, rn I weight 69 kg Which is little but looks a lot on a lady So I'm trynna lose weight and focus on my skincare But it's hard to, plus I have a little brother he's only 9 months and my dad barely sees him, I honestly don't care if my dad visits me but I grew up with him, I hope my brother gets to grow up with him too