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I'm turning 15. I have a psyched who I will not see anymore due to her going on maternity leave. I opened up to her about my ex step father who would abuse me and rape me, and I really regret it. CPS has been contacted and now my mother will know that he raped me. I don't trust her to keep her mouth shut. I should have kept this to myself. My trust feels deeply broken. I don't want to talk about my trauma to more strangers, it took all of my courage just to tell one adult who was my psyched what happened. I understand she has the legal obligation to report this, but I still feel betrayed. It was about 8 years ago and I have no contact with him anymore at all. I don't understand why this is happening. I just wish it would all end.