Little confession

A few days earlier i was at a national camp from my church, its fun. I agree with my fellow friends, but one person said that we weren't energetic enough at the camp because everyone else was jumping and looking all happy, nobody was on their phone playing. But as the daughter of the priest, i stayed quiet because i was almost on my phone almost all of the sermon either because i was sleepy or the sermon is not that interesting. I wasn't that energetic because i wasn't used to jump and get all energetic while Worship was in session since i live in a country where churches are denied from being built because the people in the area thinks that they're gonna turn the people there to another religion. So in my church, we dont do that stuff because we worry about those reactions from the people around us and honestly i was excited but i dont know how to express it so i wasn't thinking much of it until they pointed it out. I was quite in disbelief on what they said because she was a new person in the church group and she probably haven't realized about why we aren't acting that excited, its to protect ourselves from being harrased.