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I've never been social, I'm quite the secluded person, I post all my thoughts on social media as an attempt to remember because my mind fails me. Naturally or not so naturally I wouldn't know, someone stalks me. I never notice, but it's been going on for three years. Someone pretends to be my friend for a week or two, love bombing me and assuring me they love me. That they adore me and have been obsessed with me for those three years. I'm taken aback, having have never dealt with so much attention and love, I liked it. But it never lasted, for those weeks they became my everything, my reason to live on, because their wonderful words gave me hopes to recover, to maybe get better. But then, my ex came around, they also stalk me. They check all of my mutual followers and friends, all those whom I hold dear, and since me and the first stalker matched an icon, my ex followed them and chatted together. He always tells how "manipulative", disgusting and whatever evil things he can tie to my name. He makes others leave me and somehow he convinced my stalker. Maybe I should be glad, but I miss having someone