Sports ( Spesifically coaches ) = Trauma for me, what about you?

In my experience coaches are the one thing that made me stop doing what i loved the most. I have had 8 coaches treat me like i am nothing when actually i contribite the most to my team. Every single coach has left me with a scar ( emotionally ) and eventually i had no emotional capasity to keep playing the sport that i love in fear of having another coach that emotionally kills me. What should i do?