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Good day, I just discovered this app..and I hope I'll get answers.. i have this heavy feeling that the universe is messing up with me..so basically we have 4 months before college. I badly want to start a business a little one. I love baking I truly do. So i decided In that 4 month of summer break I'll find a job then my salary would be my first step to buy some materials for baking. I tried i really do..But my parents have othse plans. We just recently rent a house..its 7k a month. And yeah that tims its already 30k dept. Now i have to help my mom earn money because my father isn't helping that much, my mom promised me she'll pay me my salary because the job is to sew a caps and I happened to know how to double so I really got high hopes because finally I'll have my first salary. Guess what as always, she never gave it yo me. She even blame me from my father's carelessness on our situation. I've spent so much money just for the transactions and even the medicals. But guess what nothing happened,now only a month left..I'm feeling like I'm always like this,I planned this I planned that,but it never happens,i feel so hopeless right now,is it my fault, or Im just very unlucky. INH.