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Hey guys I'm a matric student I'm writing my exams and I've been writing for the past few weeks just to make sure you guys understand , and maybe guess my age .I've taken a gap here before because of a serious sickness so I took a sort of a long break from school so that had me a steps backs and behind so the reason why I wrote this I'm actually nervous but yeah I feel like I had to because I just got this app so why not so I actually really wanted to do this today I'm planning on doing an exchange program and going to USA soon hopefully so I'm getting my ID this June so it's just a lot but this incoming month I'll be doing my learners cuz I need a license to do this exchange program but the only problems is the money but it's fine we'll get there we'll get there I'm already budgeting for everything one of the reasons why I wanted to go over there it's been my dream honestly no cap today I'm not writing( like exam) but I should be studying I'll do it my problem is my dad my dad is a sexist and a gender discriminator he doesn't really want to support me in this journey( i wont force him thou )of mine because he wants me to go to university as if we can afford that, really can't even if I do the NSFAS bursary thing I really don't want to end up like the girls in Uni those who do silly things because they are stranded and need to pay their rent and buy food I think theres still time but my dad doesn't believe that it he has been pressurizing me as well as my family from my dad's side but I really don't care I've got my mom ,my mom is supporting me and I will just use my monthly allowance( that's if i continue getting it after disobeying my Dad)even if it's not much but I'll get there I'll get there I'll get my license I'll get my driver's license and I'll do this exchange program I've already booked an appointment to do a passport and my appointment is 2 days after I get my ID so that won't be a problem then I'll do my learners I just hope things go well what bores me is the fact that he wants my younger brother to get a license as in now while I'm older than him and I haven't got my license yet not to pressure him at the same time but he's just not fair but he's my dad though what can I do or say I still love him like that so guys that's about it I think I've said a lot and unitentionally so but I will post again I just wanted to post today cuz if not today then when? ,that's the big question then when ? cuz I'm always busy so I'll post guys byeee