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You move through the world so effortlessly, infecting everyone with your untouchable glee, unaware of how completely you inhabit my thoughts. Every laugh, every fleeting smile brands itself into me, lingering long after the moment has passed. I carry those fragments with me—replaying them, craving them—until they feel etched into my being. What you ignite in me isn’t simple joy; it’s a relentless exhilaration that leaves me restless. “Happy” is far too small, far too clean of a word. What I feel is consuming, vivid, and constant—something that refuses to loosen its hold, something I don’t want to escape even if I could. Something I'm depraved of every single day of my life, and I want to indulge in it, lose myself within it. Within you.