People who give me advice

Whenever people usually give me advice in life I do listen but I never really take it to heart cuz no one can ever heal me from all the sufferings I've indured idk if I can even last long before I just... Yeah I just hope that someone... Could save me from the hell I am Induring... Well I think they won't even be available to heal me. I am tired of everything... Tired of being betreyed tired of fame friends tired from getting insulted tired of my family tired of my friends... I'm tired of everything... I just wanna sleep forever and never wake up