The outcast?

Do you feel like an outcast when your Classmates don't recognize you or just look lowly in you because your poor or ugly? Well I feel that, it's usually just the side stare and disgusted look, but this hits different, yesterday I was late at my first subject AGAIN and after that class my adviser questioned me, "what is your mom's job?" I said a staff because if I said the brand they would laugh, and my teacher said "your mom doesn't get you ready for school? " And one of my classmates said "kawawa naman!" I looked up so my tears would not drop and my classmate said "huy wag nyo nang asarin! Kawawa na nga siya eh" They laughed. THEY LAUGHED. it was absurd, does my feelings even matter to all of you? My mind said.