Attempted mid class lmfao 💥

So,,, my last day at school I was anxious and ,,, while i didn't get hospitalized, I guess I creeped out some people... I was already anxious because god knows why, I'm severely agoraphobic and everyday at school is a struggle. I speak with no one and no one to me, but this guy, sometimes asked me to do works for him and I did. Some art class that he didn't do. He refused to pay me and so I tried to take revenge on him multiple times, in the end I didn't succeed ( I would be in prison if so) and so I resorted to take my trusty blade and rub it over and over and over again against my neck! Surprisingly it was very dull and thankfully so. I had just received news I hadn't passed a subject too so I just said fuck it and went to it... It's a little hazy, I have barely a scar becayse or how flimsy I am but.... It's probably a small styro... I had nothing else on my mind on what to post so lol what a starter! I'm not crazy <3.... I swearrr pinkie swear.. just a neet with no friends... And now banned from my old school