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I hate my friends. They all suck. It seems like they dont even wanna be friends with me, and honestly if i could leave them and get a new friend group, i would. Its been a pain in my ass trying to engage in convos with them, and i've been with them since third grade. I have seen the rise and the falls of this goddamn group, hell I STARTED THE FUCKING GROUP but its so fucking hard to try and just COMMUNICATE for once. What do i do?