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I used to know what I would love to do with my future partner (kissing and hugging). Having strict parents, I didn't have a chance to date around where I live so I was dating at school. I started dating in Grade 12 yeah that seemed to be late😬. In my first relationship I struggled with expressing myself. The kisses and hugs I would imagine at home would be heart melting but when I am around my partner I would act weird not in a bad way but it seemed like I was uncomfortable around him in his point of view but he didn't understand that I was afraid to make mistakes. He was the first one to kiss and hug me and I felt bad because I've never kissed him first. I think it's best when you find someone, make sure to give your all. I regret on letting my partner put an effort alone in chemistry but now I've grown.