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I don't know how to start this story; I just want this problem to have a good ending. Hmm, let's just say, I come from a family that's neither rich nor poor, just a family with fluctuating finances. Sometimes we have to borrow money online for school fees, daily needs, and even get called in by loan sharks. It's a daily occurrence. I'm quite traumatized by all the debt issues because I find them terrifying, but that's not the only problem. The problem is with my parents, when they are angry, they not only curse very harshly, but also directly hit :( sometimes I wonder, why this kind of parenting still persists. They made my dream of working in Japan fail because they don't trust me, even though the school has prepared the cost of Japanese language courses and the funds are supervised by the government :( but when I was still looking for work, I was often cursed which ended up with me being called useless and many more. I hope that people like that will quickly realize and I can get my own job, my own boarding house, my own life without anyone controlling my desires and my dreams. I hope my God gives me the jobs that I need to escape this hell.