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I'm having a worse month and I've been in constant stress just waking up in disappointment. I'm a Seafarer working in a cruising company and recently joined one of the best cruise line company Completing my requirements and passing the medical is expensive financially and mentally but somehow i manage to pass.. So I thought i already pass the hardest part and submitted last june first... Somehow i felt ghosted by the coordinator i called frequently asking for any updates but the response are all the same... No slot available... But i saw they're still hiring on their LinkedIn and fb pages... I felt I'm being passed over they have all my docs and i tried to get some local ids to apply on local jobs but they warned me pulling out some of my id marked me incomplete and held on the bottom of the list... The stressed and anxiety is taking a toll on me.... I felt I'm in limbo without no options... I hoping some of you could help me with suggestions snd sorry for taking some of your time...