Scream

In the past, I always thought: "I want to scream, scream until everything comes out of my fragile throat." I often see videos of teenagers screaming at the therapist while crying, at first I thought the screaming wasn't enough. But yeah, at least their parents care enough to call a therapist. But now I feel that I don't need to scream anymore, and when I see those videos, I wonder: "Why are they screaming?" I don't feel anything anymore and often forget what I want to say. A world that is increasingly unreal, I sink into the world of imagination, where an unreal voice appears in my ears, my figure is not actually there, visible. My brain has finally found a dead end where they can no longer remind me of the past, which also caused me to realize a huge plot twist in my life.