I feel like its my fault.

Okay. So earlier I was bored, looking dor guys to chate and I came across one who was very sexual. Anyway, so me and him chatted, he was really nice and not even 15 mins later, he was pushing for pics, asking me to call. And me being the attention whore that I am said yes. I knew I shoildve blocked him, I knew I didnt want it but im so desperate on a level I feel that no one gets. I told him i'd call him later and he kept pushing so I sent a pic instead so he'd calm down. He still pushed to call. After that, he bribed me. 300 dollars. (15k in my currency) and God, I couldnt turn it down. An hour after that I finally picked up the call, stripped on camera and let him instruct me on what to do for his own pleasure no matter how much I hated it. After that call, he blocked me. I know im stupid for thinking someone would actually give me that amount of money but at the same time I didnt care because I had someones attention, and he wanted me. But obviously not in the way I wanted to be wanted. I dunno, I just feel so stupid because I could do so much moee but because I fumble easily for any kind of attention whether sexual or sweet, I want it. (Mind you, im 15 hes 26)