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I've been feeling this sense of guilt or emptiness for the past few weeks that something bad or wrong is going to happen or something is missing but I can't describe what it is. I've had dreams where I mostly feel leftout or weird in that world — like I should not be there... Like the feeling of lost and guilt? It's weird cuz i've never had this kinds of dreams before... Last night I had a dream that someone that I care(not literally) is gonna die.. it is someone that I hate but also love?(If it were in percentage it would be : 70% hate and 30% love) I've always hated this person for how they've treated.. they treated me like a secondary or a "something" that is not worth of attention. But the dream about them dying made me regret everything; not being able to express and spend time with them, heck I don't even have a signle picture of them... But after waking up from that dream it felt like a big hole is carved around my chest... Till now i'm still figuring out about what this feeling is