I lost the gift he gave me 😭

Omg, he have me a teddy bear a while ago, and asked about it a few nights ago. I realized that I forgot it somewhere. I DON'T KNOW WHERE!!! I took it to camp, but I think I brought it back, because it was in an open spot on my bed. I don't think I took it on my trip to Nevada. I feel so bad and I genuinely cried because oml, where is ittt?? I feel terrible, why did I have to lose it? 😣