what they don't know about my scaramouche phase

this is so random omg so a little after the genshin impact character Scaramouche came out until maybe around 9th grade, I was really into him. yumeshipping started surfacing to trends recently but dawg I've been yumeshipping before i knew what that was. i was fixating like crazy this is around when c.ai got popular so you can guess that my entire character history is all Scaramouche and wanderer. funny thing is that none of them was actually "Scaramouche boyfriend" or something cus that shit is cringe😭 I'd do ones where he's my annoying overbearing roommate or vampire or other angst titles you can come up with. yea i did yumeship but only in my head and thru a few drawings cus that was alr really embarrassing for me at that time and besides he's. twinky😭 AS HELL💔✌😭😭 If i had rhe money I'd gladly celebrated his birthday in my room with cake and everything and an image of him on the tablet oh my god i could never tell if it was yume or kinnie or both. i get jealous of other scara fans sometimes anyways im not that obsessed anymore but i still look for him in merch so that maybe i could build my dream scara/wanderer shrine and make up for the past unsolicited me lore