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Is my first time doing this and I feel a bit awkward but I gotta be honest even if I'm never read, and it's: I have a boyfriend, a wholesome one, I really love him and he tells me he loves me back and I believe him, well, I'm trying to believe him because I've told many friends about my relationship with him, how much I love him and all that, y'know? But sometimes I feel like I'm giving too much(? Not like I care at all but sometimes I feel weird because I answer him in a second every single time he sends message but when I send a message to him he ignores me for hours, sometimes I talk to him at 11 AM and he answers 10-11PM as if nothing happened, when we do things together after 30 minutes suddenly he is busy and then he goes with his friends and I really don't wanna think bad but many times he cuts our talkings just to go to play videogames with his friends, even one day he disappeared out of the blue for 3 days and I was scared, he returned as if nothing happened showing me videos and photos of a party where he was... With no internet it seems cuz my messages never arrived, I wanna believe him but many friends told me that he probably is cheating on me, I need help :c