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You deleted a message. I had read it. I respect you and I wrote a response for you. . You already know. You wrote the solution at the end. How would she feel if I bought x rated stuff from you right now? Would she feel connected to, and loved by you? No. She wants money for doing nothing and she wants your adoration. She can choose one or the other. She doesn't care about you. You can tell her "it's me or the pictures" and she will try to insult you and choose empty garbage over you. That's not your choice to suffer from. Even now that's why she hid it from you and why you can't connect with her the way you would connect with a good woman who loves you. You have your own agency though. You are not to strike her. A physical strike means nothing compared to loss and condemnation. She made her choice against you and agaisnt herself. Now it's time for you to choose for yourself. Consider showing this to her before you cut her off.