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I feel for anyone who feels like there's no end to their sadness, truly. Sometimes life throws something at you and you find that you have absolutely no control over it. Like illness, family problems, etc. Yet it takes control over your whole life. Suddenly you get reminded of your suffering even in happy moments. I once heard that grief is like a rock/gravel in your pant pocket that scrapes you every once in a while as you walk. To be honest it took me a while to get to moments and not every moment of my life. Glad it's gotten to this point. I cope by distracting myself through and through. I guess we all do..? (Idk though) Doing just about anything that makes me happy at the moment.