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So there's this guy that has liked me for almost a year now and I started liking him back just a couple weeks ago. He's a genuine, thoughtful, kind, caring, and one of the sweetest and funniest you'll ever meet. He's the type of guy that doesn't force you to do things you don't want. He also doesn't ask for private pics or even talk dirty at all. But every time my friend goes "Oohhh here he comes!" Or "Hold hands with him!!" I get the ick and feel irritated and also feel like bits of my feelings for him go away. I understand that she's happy for us; I just don't want her to be overly supportive. Not everything in my life is about my love life because it'll be boring. I want some thrill; something that keeps everything fun. It's gotten so annoying to the point that I'm not sure if I even like him romantically or platonically. And I feel bad because he's such a great guy and I don't want to hurt him or even lose him cause he's everything I've wanted in a guy(personality)