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She's just so cool,I really like hanging out with her. I started off weirded out by her,she would say random weird things like wtv was on her mind (she's lwk got a screw loose) we we're paired up and she was really funny and she can talk to almost anyone. Were like AMAZING friends now. Tbh I have jealousy issues,with everyone though,even friends. And like I said she can talk to almost ANYONEE. I feel literally SICK to my stomach when she's laughing with other ppl idk. Despite her immaturity and her like crude jokes,she's got the kinda feeling about her. Like you want to impress her and you don't even know why. You want to make her laugh,youd wanna do wtv she says. As many good qualitys,she has a lot of bad ones... I've seen her past relationships and she was a HORRIBLE gf... She had lied, gaslit,and manipulated her ex bfs for things she wanted and obviouly they let her walk all over them. And all she dates are white guys and dealers and BOYS. I am not a boy. And I see the way she walks and I see the way guys look at her in the halls. And I watch her light up whenever anyone says her name,or calls for her. She attaches to literally anyone who shows affection. And I mean LITERALLY attach. Like hold their hands,blow kisses,and all that. She's naturally flirty ig and it sucks!! I have dreams about her some obviously more private and inappropriate to share. I think I like her but thinking about DATING her scares me.